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Beyond Sissy Buddhism

"Know thy kind, discover thy course, and find thy vital force",
​is the primary declaration of this investigation. 

Niō Zen, Beyond Sissy Buddhism, is available on Amazon, in digital and physical form, and can be purchased there.

However, I highly suggest that the reader make use of the free content first, so that they can come to determine if the material matches their nature and needs, and/or is not compatible with what they are looking for. If one comes to find they are compatible, one needs only use the Amazon link provided above to purchase the digital or hard copy of the treatise. 

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A Voltential Production

© 2019 by Volt Altair

All rights reserved. The original art and the written material of this book or any portion thereof
may not be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods,
without the prior written permission of the writer,
except for the use of brief quotations in a book review and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.

 

Edited by Eli LaSauvageonne

Graphic design by Eli LaSauvageonne + Volt Altair

Original art by Eli LaSauvageonne

Published by Amazon.com

 

ISBN : 9798375392479

 

First printing, 2019

Printed in the United States of America

Welcome to Niō Zen, 仁王, Beyond Sissy Buddhism, where I come not to bring peace and tranquility, but where I come to bring the pain, the wrath of awakening."
                                                      -VOLT

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FOREWORD

​by Eli LaSauvageonne, editor 

In 2018, I went on a personal journey and adventure to Kauai and met Volt, who was accompanying an individual as a counselor and guide. It was the first time I ever encountered someone like Volt, and the least I could say is that this encounter shook me up greatly, or maybe best to say, awoke me up. Everything about him seemed superior and of greater quality : his calm, his Warrior alertness, vigilance, and vitality, his intellectual abilities, his discourse, his unshakable quality of presence and his equanimity, his insight into nature, human behaviors and non-verbals, philosophy, religion, history, politics, etc.

Notwithstanding, the most striking characteristic that I could observe in him was the potency, command and control he had over himself, and the seemingly apparent fact that he knew exactly what his unique and specific nature was, and that he was living in accord with it in his everyday decisions and actions.

Unlike me, he seemed to have far more answers than questions, and to have an extremely clear perception of himself and others, without any confusion. I After my journey to Hawaii, we kept in touch via email correspondence. I understood that he had guided over a hundred of individuals via personal communication in the past, and that he was very familiar with the process of writing to others. Having always been curious and observative of nature, myself, and others, communicating with Volt was very illuminating for me, as it was giving me essential tools my mind needed in order to start reflecting in depth about the world around me, my identity, value system, Sense of Self, and Sense of Life. 

In the conditioning I have received (and that most receive in the present conditions of society), very few questions are asked and/or answered about how to discover one's individual nature and how to live in accord with it. Instead, what is mainly proposed in the normative path of the collective is to bring you to the work field through schooling institutions, to get a good job according to your interests (or not!), to find a mate, to create a family, and to be a "good person" and citizen, doing your part for the benefit of the family/community/society. Rare are the ones who deviate from this path; even more rare are the ones who can guide others into an authentic pursuit of self-development, self-discovery, self-realization and mastery outside of the "loop" of simply sustaining one's physical form through acquisition of resources and playing a role in a social world. In essence, altruistic and collectivist values are the norm, while a potent and talented person inclined to be individualist and rationally self-interested, if not in service to others, is often consciously or unconsciously hated or envied by others. Likewise, most of what can be found in spirituality and religions promotes acts of compassion, unconditional love, peacefulness (or more so a passive and non-confrontational attitude), tolerance, non-judgment, all-inclusiveness, the transcendence of the soul over the ego (but rarely, if ever, are these two terms defined and explained in specific and scientific ways, grounded in the facts of reality and nature, neither is defined to who this "spiritual quest" applies to). But what is there for the ones who look to nature as their greatest guide, and not human constructed ideologies?

There are so many books and "spiritual" coaches, guides, and supposed "masters" parading about, offering prefabricated cliché solutions that simply recycle over and over the same feel-good and familiar ideology, not posing any intellectual challenge or questions, but simply preserving the ritualized status quo, addressing mostly issues of the emotional body. Also, spirituality (or religion) often has supernatural and/or mystical elements to it, and is not necessarily grounded in nature and reality. When I read Volt's philosophical letters, I started to ask myself serious questions about the validity of
these so called collectivist virtues and values, and their impact and control in my everyday decision making process. 

These emails were initiating me to the power of Reason over conditioning, beliefs, and/or opinions, and they provided to my learning and curious mind a method, a way to think that was grounded in the observation of nature. It made so much sense to me. When Volt mentioned his intention to create a philosophical and investigative system for others through the avenue of books, I wanted to help him and contribute to his project right away. The value and use his teachings had in my life was too great not to. Plus, his superior analytical mind, vitality, and wrathful Warrior essence was nowhere to be found in any books nor guides of this present time, and I knew it was lacking greatly. In my own selfishness, I wanted Niō Zen to exist, since I could not find this essence anywhere, knowing it could be of great use to me, and also possibly for others having a Warrior-Philosopher essence, or being inclined towards such, maybe not even knowing they are. 

​Since I know Volt, I have learned the basics of boxing, gun shooting, and sword fighting, and I have observed from this practice and discipline so many benefits. The benefits mostly come from the fact of having come to discover an attribute inherent to my nature and of bringing it into expression, coming into accord with this aspect of my nature. If not provoked by an external force and example in the discovery of this Warrior aspect inherent to my nature, I don't think I would have ever found this out about myself. In the present time and conditions, the example of a fighting, strong, independent, and self-reliant female (and even of such a male!) is far from being common place (though depicted in movies at times, but mixed with a lot of supernatural powers and abilities). Heavenly Warriors, guided by Reason and philosophy, are hardly nowhere to be found anymore. In my value system, I hold that every individual who engages with sincerity the path of "awakening" should first become a skilled Warrior, as it is the very first step of becoming with vitality, self-power and control, and autonomy.

The editing process

"Stream-writing". Anyone meeting Volt will quickly come to know that he has a natural inclination to actively engage the world around him and have discourse with people. There is no subject he seems not to be able to converse about, and in depth. The amount of data he can correlate in a single conversation is quite impressive, and sometimes appears almost supernatural. Engaging a discourse with him can equate to a lengthy and profound conversation (or at times a great debate!), no matter how simple the question or fact stated first appeared. In the creation of Niō Zen, there was no physical planning or structure for the book, and Volt simply sat and wrote in a state of "stream-writing", or "flow-writing". In this process, he could write for up to 8 hours without interruption, producing 50 pages in a day, without even seeming to be actively thinking, and at a high typing speed.

All he was writing was a product of his nature and insight. He had no personal desires or expectations in this process, not really knowing where this whole process would go in the end, not having the need for it personally, but these writings being for others. Volt is sometimes called Budo-Pooh, because he has a strong and wrathful Warrior essence, but also shares a lot in common with the simplicity of the Pooh character, who lives in the forest and does not need much except for food, providing his friends with answers to their questions. It is with this attitude that he wrote Niō Zen, with wrath, spontaneity, playfulness, and led by the questions, investigations, and/or errors of others, never restraining the flow of his ideas or their depth. He was often deviating far from his original intent, simply following the direction of every idea explored like an adventure itself. 

Organizing the book

Producing content and substance in writings was never an issue for Volt. In about one month of work and production, he had produced several treatises on different topics all related to Niō Zen, totalizing over 300 pages of word document content. The issue was to structure and organize all of these in a way that was accessible to a reader, in a book format that had a beginning and an end, and that followed a logical order. This task was very exciting for me, as I knew that each treatise had something unique to teach that completed and added to the previous notions established. 

The concepts of taxonomy, genus, and species, which are a great tool taught in this first Niō Zen book for looking into one's nature, helped me greatly to structure the book, as it guided my process of organization of thoughts from more general topics to specific. I established three main categories of ideas, and then created the chapters according to the written material produced. Except for two chapters, the rest are a fusion of different written material that I judged would fit appropriately together. If the content would repeat itself over the different treatises, I would simply omit it, or intentionally put it somewhere else, if judged very essential and necessary to repeat. 

The personal aspects

Since it is the first introductory book on Niō Zen, there was a lot for Volt to cover, and this often equated to a lot of technicality having to be established, such as the use of specific terms and their fully detailed meaning. In order for the book not to be only technical and too heavy, there is an intentionality in the use of a few personal stories from the author, so as to also be entertaining and exemplified. 

The quotes

​Though it is Volt's first published book, he has written a lot, in the past, to individuals, and has often repeated the same notions and concepts to others in a very specific way. This is why the quotes of this book were created, and are usually from Volt himself, and not from another author.

​The grammar and use of archaic vocabulary. 

Volt's use of language is quite particular, and you might first find it foreign. I had the specific instruction to correct the basic grammar and spelling of his writings, but to leave intact his own style and archaic grammar and vocabulary. For example, when I was encountering a word that had an archaic use or meaning, I would leave it as it was, and not change it for the modern and academic practices, and likewise for the preference of words originating from the British language, over the American one. Also, the use of commas is intentionally abundant and might not always be approved by the traditional rules and standards of grammar, since it is designed to have the tempo of ​spoken words, more like a dialogue than not. 

Specific terms and capital letters. 

You will find in this book a great deal of specific terms and expressions, which are often written with a capital letter. This is because the language of Niō Zen is not conformed, but innovative and precise. For example, the terms Manu, Sovereign, and Warrior are capitalized. This is because these terms are core aspects of Niō Zen and essential to understand the whole system, and will be repeated numerous times throughout the book. Therefore, when you see a capitalized word, if it is not defined right away, know that it will be at some point in the book. Sometimes, a word usually capitalized could also be written with a lower case letter : for instance, the word man instead of Man. In Niō Zen, Man, when capitalized, is synonymous with Manu, as a specific kind of hominin, and is not representative of a male or female. Likewise, the word Warrior, when capitalized, represents the philosophical Heavenly Warrior of Niō Zen, or the BuKiDō, and is meant to trigger these specific notions in the reader, and not simply a fighting male. In the same way is that of Laws versus laws. When capitalized, the Laws represent the Laws of nature or reality, the immutable principles that can be observed from a scientific perspective and demonstrated by the use of the Rational faculty. The laws, with a small l, would then represent the legislative rules and codes of conduct as adopted by nations, governments, and human created systems. In essence, capitalized words are specific to Niō Zen, while small letters are meant to represent simply the vernacular and common concept of the word.

​Finally, I would simply like to thank Volt for offering me the opportunity to experience and create so freely a book to present his raw words. This whole process has revealed itself quite rewarding and stimulating for my learning and adventurous mind. Niō Zen, 仁 王, Beyond Sissy Buddhism is the first introductory book of a whole philosophical system, a great journey that is only a beginning. It is most certainly not meant to be a comfortable and conformed route, but one for the brave, the curious, and the risk-taker that is inclined to look deeply into their own nature and the nature of reality, and to destroy the illusions and falsehoods of their own mind.

​It is now time to let Volt shake things up a bit. Attention : not for the sensitive. 

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PREFACE

If you are reading this, I am with hope that you have begun this consideration with some known reasons. One must ask themselves what they were seeking when they found this treatise, and what, perhaps, they were already thinking before even considering it. When this treatise was written, it was developed to be like a dialogue, only more like me just speaking to the reader. So the voice and tone of it is as and how I speak. This can be odd for those with an education. 

As I have no education, not that of elementary, not that of middle, high, or collegiate, I have not been brought into conformity, nor do I care to come into conformity with the dribble the schools call literature. There are great minds in the past that I relate to, and therefore, have modeled myself, since youth, off of, or at least, taken up the same habits in writing as them, by being more like them than not. But in this modern age, and in regard to the academics produced by the schools, in seeking, I have not found any worthy for me to say the same about. The cookie cutter academic has been observed by me, more often than not, to be an echo chamber and hall of tired and illthought-out notions.

​So I do not ask for forgiveness in my lack of education, and yet I dare to still write for an audience. This, because in actuality, I am not writing for the masses, whom I find to be appalling, dim-witted, and lacking in any form of courage at life. Instead, I am writing for the small few who either already have come to know me (and them thinking they know me, though they do not), and/or to those who may be even more akin to my interest than those I have already come into contact with. 

My name is written Volt, which can be seen as a shortened version of my legal name, Voltaire. Some also call me Ta'ir, this term originating out of a Lojbanic name given to me from pupils over a decade ago, and meaning methodical.

It is good to begin here with my name. I was speaking with my editor the other day, and she said, you should have a preface, and perhaps tell the reader something about you. We then spoke of how, often, books have another acknowledge you, the writer and your works, and that other is often a well-established writer themselves in that particular field. This was humorous in that I intend to call practically all Buddhists, in this treatise, timid, weak, meek, frail, absent-minded, simple, charlatans, and costumed puppets of collectivism. With that intent in mind, what Buddhist writer would read this treatise and then back it? Well, none would.

"This is not your typical sissy Buddhism book. Not by far." 

All of those who call themselves Buddhist writers have clung to this notion of compassion and peace of the Buddha. So when they write, they are masquerading around as "masters" and harmonious beings. And when they design their tone, they want it to be welcoming and warm. They either do not know about, or care to recall the story of Buddha, historical Sakyamuni, threatening a fella who was withholding the truth, and that to do so after being challenged a third time would incur his wrath, and the Buddha would smash his head to bits. I bet you have not heard of that side of the Buddha.

This is the side I will be channeling in this treatise. In that story, it was said that Vajrapani was manifested above the head of Buddha, with the Vajra, great thunderbolt in his hand, ready to do the smashing. The Buddha was spoken of and referenced, in the old days, by his characteristics and attributes. One of them was wrath, the ability to do violence for justice, defense, and protection. This characteristic was given the name Vajrapani, thunderbolt in his hand, or he who wields the thunderbolt, the greatest power of the Buddha. But sissy Buddhists of meek and timid minds later failed to understand these teachings about the Buddha's nature and characteristics, and they made Vajrapani a being of its own that protected the Buddha and his followers. Buddha was not with wrath anymore; Vajrapani was. 

A cute little trick of sissy Buddhists is to change the nature of Buddha to match their own timid natures. Perhaps you, the reader, are a timid little sissy, not by your nature, but instead by your conditioning. The Buddha would have sought to cure you of that as the first priority, so that you could find the Warrior's vitality needed to handle the rest of the journey. But today, no Buddhist offers that cure. Instead, here I am, ready not to smash your head to bits, but most certainly here to smash your illusions and delusions to bits. 

It takes a Voltaire-like being to do this. He was often trying to do that in his time, taking risk and suffering the ignorance of the sick minded of his time. I too will incur, not the wrath, for they have none, but the subversive and slimy anger and targeting of the meek gatekeepers of Buddhism. Only if they have any wit, they would know to ignore me, for to give me any attention would grow my argument, which in the end would prevail if heard. 

If the Buddha had written about his internal nature and Vajrapani was the voice of those writings, you would have this treatise as the product. I am not joking. 

The tone of this treatise will be with wrath, but if you know how to see it, it will also be covered in a form of joy, humor, and mischievous nature of poking at charlatans. So then do not become misguided and falling for this humor, thinking it a negative tone, for it is not. It's just not the sissy tone you may be used to, that is produced by those garbed in monk's costumes, or those academics who are pathetic at life, thinking they are the best to deliver to you any notion of Buddhism. 

Writing in this manner is no mistake, nor accident. It is not the nature of the writer running amok, or carried out without his own sense of how he is coming off. I know how I come off to the weak, the timid, and the pathetic. They despise and hate me. Conforming to the society of the masses would mean me softening those things they hate, that you perhaps hate, so as to "win you over". Oh no, I will not be doing this. In fact, I aim to do the opposite. I have in mind to provoke this natural hate for my kind to come out first and foremost with the hope that if this is your nature, I chase you away and stop you from reading my treatise.

I am by my nature an entertainer. I do not believe this may be converted over to the written format, so a part of my charm will be lost. So I can only say that when I write this, there is this awkward way of expressing my own charisma at play that could become lost on you. I ask for no forgiveness, only just giving a heads-up that where you think it is overly serious, it just might not be. When I enter the flow of communication, it becomes indeed very technical and expressive. This, I can not, and would not change. So then this treatise can be declared a technical manual on Niō Zen, the first to start the discourse on its considerations. 

A Buddhism not for the soft and effeminate masses

Before one will end up wasting their time and mine, it is best to bring forth this warning before engaging the path here. 

The subject matter will appear to be Buddhism here, though it is not. "Bodhi", or that of awakened habits, morals, and conducts, is the subject matter.

Buddhism and its practitioners are either about Bodhi, or they are about the embodiment of it in the Buddha. These are two different "breeds" or "stocks" of thought and action. 

When Buddhism is about the Buddha, not Bodhi, then it is not the Buddhism I praise. Buddhism, to the masses, is a set of hard to understand—and even harder to practice—standards, rules and customs. It is, in essence, a culture. 

But this culture is composed of not those having shared in the same "stock" or "breed" as the Buddha, but instead by those of the stock and breed of softness, timid, meek, weak, docile, passive, and more often than not, subversive. Buddhism and its effeminate masses hold the character of Buddha hostage to the projection of their own nature, though he was a Warrior, vital, strong, valorous, veracious, and more. 

I have not come to revolt, to oppose, nor to reform that of mainstream Buddhism. I have come instead to liberate the notion of Bodhi from Buddhism. They may keep the Buddha and his character hostage, but they will not keep a monopoly on the notion of Bodhi. 

Therefore, this Niō Zen, Beyond Sissy Buddhism, is not for the soft and the effeminate. When you share more in common with bonobo chimps, then you are in the wrong place. This is Buddhism as it would be if born from that of Vajrapani, and divided down into Acala, Fudō Myō-ō, and the Niō. 

The Niō is the name of the two brotherly statues in East Asia who guard the temple gates. They are said to be the necessary characteristics one must embody to even begin the journey towards Buddhahood. They are, in essence, the mark of the breed/stock. When one is not to be like them, one can be a monk, one of the masses of followers of Buddha, not Bodhi. Bodhi can not be attained without the first step of the attainment of the Niō.

This treatise is an answer to the question of Buddhahood and its cultivation, attainment, and sustainment not as it is taught by the supposed Buddha, and surely not as it is embodied by the masses of soft, effeminate, timid, docile, and inept practitioners. 

Niō Zen is for those born of a vital nature, valorous character, sense of adventure, and hard-core pursuit of self-identification and unfoldment. Its goal is to attain and discover the greater form of the Dharma, so as to come into obedience to it, so as to command and defend it. If this is not within one's character, and not a matter of sincerity to one, then they will waste their time reading my works, where I make ready the armaments of the war of Bodhi.

It is important to note that the strategy of this writer is immense, and because of that, the releasing of his works will need to follow a format, a standard operating procedure that covers the route, or that is, secures the route of the greater endeavor, or "Quest". 

It is important to note that this writer is uneducated, in the most formal sense of this term. Meaning, I do not have a history of having been institutionalized in my learning. Instead, my learning has come from the streets of Brooklyn, mentors, and from literature mostly of the past (and in few), combined with having been born with a comparable likeness to savants, in the way at which my mind works— however, quite simply just not the case.

For the sake of warning the reader, it is best to let this assertion remain, for now, that the writer, in his peculiarities, may be explained by this savant aspect, and/or possibly Asperger syndrome. However, I ask that the reader does not hold strong to this assertion, as I shall, over time, give reason to believe I am neither of these things, and only a thing that I am capable of defining and making clear.

It is only important to note these things about myself, as the writer, because the reader will likely need to adjust to the tempo, the style, and often archaic grammatical displays that I produce. It will seem to most readers that I am attempting to sound or come off a certain way in the design of my writings. This is incorrect. When I begin the process of writing, I check the I out. This means I enter into the state of flow, and there is no intentional deliberation upon the outcome. My mind, in its automatic way, will commence, and the product will result out of my nature, not out of my persona. 

​The term ''educated'' means : having received one's curriculum, and/or learning, and/or Sense of Life, and therefore, Sense of Self, up and out of the schools, or that of an institution so designed to augment and cultivate the minds of its subjects. 

I was orphaned at the age of five years old, and I was raised in the rough streets of Brooklyn, New York, early on in Red Hook, Brooklyn, during the time of the eighties and nineties, when the crack epidemic found a strong hold in this often unpatrolled area of the borough. However, I lived also in Bed Sty, Brownsville, Prospect Park, Queens, the Bronx, and far later in my life, six months in Providence Road Island, and six months in Boston Mass. 

I was born into a family that was well-known in the "shadow markets" of Brooklyn, with my father eventually finding himself incarcerated by the legitimate forms of criminality known as government. He would be imprisoned for some time, and after his release, shortly found dead, due to gun shot wounds, with no suspect or guilty party ever to be found. My bio-mother had died shortly after the incarceration of my bio-father, and I became a ward of the state.

I was born different from that of the bulk of humanity, with a mind that was odd. In my early development, I was feral and non-language based. Humans have the monopoly on describing and defining things that come to be, and/or sustain in being. So the humans around me first thought I was mentally deficient and "retarded", as that term would have been used in the seventies and eighties.

Eventually, it would be discovered that I was not "retarded", but that I had been feral for the first five years of my life, due to my brain taking longer to develop in its nature—a nature that still has not been properly defined by investigators, with me now well approaching forty years of age. 

I was born with a mind that is often called prodigious. Too is used the term savant. This is what they call "freaks" of nature, as this is, in fact, even an element of the history of the term prodigy : 

​"1550s, "ominous," from Middle French prodigieux and directly from Latin prodigiosus "strange, wonderful, marvelous, unnatural," from prodigium. Meaning "vast, enormous" is from c. 1600. Related: Prodigiously; prodigiosity." 

For those who were my natural custodians to be, you call parents, I was a nightmare, a demon, a thing to be discarded. By my own nature, this was no negative thing, but a fortunate one, in that I was not kin to them of mind, only form. 

There was no human who could guide me to be the kind of being I was designed by nature to be. I had no kin in my space and condition. My first language was that of a mix of French, Creole, and Flemish— this on the account of the origin of my "parents". I did not hear or speak English, though Brooklyn was my space of physical haunt. 

I was not languaged, so to say, till later than most human children become. 

In my mind, I had what some call a system of synesthesia, but not in the way it has been described in relation to other savants. I had, in essence, something liken to a heads-up display, which for that of average humans would be unbelievable, and rightly so. This can be counted as a mere story, if it suits the fancy of the reader. However, those who know me can account for the fact that I perform on a mental level that is not surpassed by any they can conjure up across the globe, with, however, my mental talents being pigeonholed, so to say, into a single set of area of thought. 

I am not a mathematician, and in many ways, I actually have a hard time dealing in numbers. I am not a musician, though I do have a talent at improvising with a few instruments. My mind can not track bits of data that I need to slow down to account for. Instead, it builds out extremely complex, taxonomical, so to say, correlated, and logical sequences of conceptual data concerning decision making. 

Now, did I just succeed at being able to "paint a picture" of the nature of my mind? Of course not. Savants do silly little party tricks to convince others and alert the mind of the listener or audience of their abilities. They play memory games, telling you the day of the week of calendar dates, birthdays given, and future foresight on days of the week, and so on. Things that, frankly, can not aid one in the decision making process. 

Savants often have weaknesses and curses that accompany their odd and often useless gift. Therefore, I am not a savant, as I do not have the presence of a flaw, error, or weakness in need of overcoming. Some could say that socially, I am far too honest, forthright, and I do not care of others much, and that this is a weakness or flaw. However, such is not uncontrollable, but a matter of the principles that guide my interactions with others. It surely is not that of the human concern with social survivability, for I do not have this concern. I am not natured to seek to please a mother or a father, and therefore, in extension, that of a spouse, children, friends, and/or the government that oppresses. 

I am not prodigious, because a prodigy is a child or the young who shows a talent and ability beyond that of others their age, but often in mathematics or music; some monkey performing art that once they are an adult, other adults have acquired to their level. This is not me, and that which my mind is fashioned to do well, by its very nature, is not achieved in others of the same age or older, as age and biological maturation is not a key factor, and neither is technical climb. 

Now, let me explain. 

My mind, or brain—whatever you so choose to use, one being the whole, the other being a machine with parts— starts not with definition and units of data that have been explained and/or introduced through the normal pathways. Instead, my mind begins with assertions and evasions. 

This means an algorithm of some sort was present by default, and through its automation, it had predetermined a set of values to be assigned to experienced conditions. This is to say, for example, a male boy is wired in his mind, from birth, to seek to use his eyes to track moving objects at a distance. A female girl, from birth, is wired to have a near site and to focus on faces, such as her mother's face, and seek to incite it and please it. This is predetermined wiring that is based upon the conditioning of the species under primal conditions, such as war and hunting. Males, unless they are defected, will be this way at birth, and females, unless they are defected, will be this way at birth.

I was neither. The condition of concern for my wiring was not that of the hunt and not that of the social pleasing. It was that of "nothing". It looked at "itself". As the body formed, it continued to look at itself as mind, while the body formed as animal.

A dualistic wiring was always present. There was the animal needing to be navigated, when mind was present, and the mind able to be upon itself, with the animal being left to automation. At no point in time did I conceive of "myself" as my "body". My flesh, bones, and bag of mostly water was a vessel, a container, a machine that either needed me to leave it to automation or make decisions for it. Under automation, it was a reactionary system. Under direction, it was an easy to operate and command machine that instantly responded to mind's direction. 

As the age of my form developed and grew bigger and more mature, I began to loose the automation. My mind was maturing, and therefore, as it matured, it began to dominate the form. Previously, when it was looking at itself, it was not language based, but instead had a system of thought that was composed of vibration, tone, colors, and was seemingly predictive. Meaning, it used an arrangement of perceptual characteristics and attributes to formulate notions, relationships, and recollections. 

The timing or predictive element had my mind gauging things not where they were, but where they would become and be, based upon the algorithms, automated predictive measure. Therefore, when I moved to operate mind on body, I was operating in the "future state", that is, in regard to the future state of a thing, and not to its present condition. Therefore, I was "retarded". 

My mind would need to develop further, and error correction would be needed before the state or condition of the perceived would match the state and condition of the conceived. 

Does explaining this even remotely come to enhance the reader's understanding of the workings of a mind unlike theirs? 

No. Only more confusion ensues when a thing is asked to consider a thing not liken to their nature, at least when the thing being asked to consider is especially human. A Manu can have a slight sense of this function, if they have, at times before, entered into the "state of flow", where an algorithm is active and not deliberated upon that of the function of the parts. This stream of thought where proficiency and challenge meet, called flow, is the closest notion to what I speak of; only, it never stops and is the overall primal nature of the very use of one's mind. 

When I began to learn English from a foster mother, I had to experience the context each term referenced to, even seeking out the context to receive first my mind's imprint of the notion via its symbolic perceptual system, then tag it with the word or term. 

Language of the symbolic sense has never been my first language, but instead, this inner system of orientation is my "mother tongue" of thought. 

​Because of this, I had to develop a system of correlating the terms with the bits of information I would come to imprint in their context. In doing this, I would come to find that I needed to make my terms more precise, and I could not be limited to that of the common parlance of humans in their day to day : my mind included far more bits of information concerning observable phenomenon than the language of the people could tag. 

When normal folk see a situation, they extract information on a level of 4-8 bits. This means they can track complex concepts to a limit of only being composed of a handful of other complex concepts, or that of simple concept composition, whereas I see entire systems of complex concepts and all their correlations and connections, in every single given situation. 

The human mind removes that data which is not deemed necessary, or often compatible with the emotional state of the human. The emotional state tends to instruct the human mind on how to conceive of the phenomenon in the condition of their experience and space of opportunity. 

It restricts the flow of data and the defining of the terms and their relations. My mind, instead, gathers all the information that is correlated and identifies unknowns, marks and segregates them; then it identifies knowns, correlates them or logically cross-examines them for logical relations; combines those in a hierarchy related and/or extra added; and then tags those elements with only the potency of belief and assumption, and looses their hold on the hierarchy. 


Its intended purpose and mission, in its natural inclination or design, is to make all decision making economical, and most of all, all overt and covert actions Lawful. I was able to suspend the last objective of my inner system, always conscious of the variables status, Lawful or unlawful, and able to choose, but lost this ability at the age of twenty-eight years old and became hardwired to only one setting : Lawful. 


Now, in this sense, Lawful and unlawful is not in the human and social sense of legislated sense of wrong and right, permitted and forbidden. For example : it is unlawful for a body of individuals to form under agreement a collective force that seeks to deprive an individual or group of individuals of the product of their labor, energy, and intentions against the voluntary act of surrendering of these individuals, free of coercion and/or pressure. 

All governments who determine the legislation, codes, policies, and laws of the nations subjugated under their collective will violate this law. Therefore, all present governments are unlawful. 

After the age of twenty-eight, I could no longer be useful to others and most aspects of society, because their demands and its demands would by necessity bring me into conflict with the "Law", which I can not, even if death is the result of obedience to the "Law". 

Why am I professing this "nonsense"? 

My nature was determined to be beyond my control. In my nature, I had for twenty-eight years an element of volition, then I lost it. This is because my form matured and came of age at twenty-eight. My twenty-eight was like the eighteen of average humans. Just as now, my thirty-nine is liken more to the twenty-nine of the average human. 

My form is maturing slower. 

The entirety of my life, I had to focus on my nature—what is it, and how does it function?—because my nature was alien to the nature of everyone I had ever met. 

As a young fella, I was fortunate enough to have in a foster mother a great mentor and leader. She was the first to teach me that others' mind did not work the same way mine did, but more so, that I should conceal the mechanics of my thinking, study human behavior and norms, learning how to be an actor using strategies and tactics of war, and manipulate for the sake of concealment and safety. 

This would be hard for most to understand, because the cultures were different. Moms, as I shall call her, for her name is not mine to give, is a black woman from Brooklyn that was exceptional in thought and character. Most of all, she knew of the dangers of this world, and the nature of power; that those with talents that can be used by others will receive temptations and offers in life to direct such talents to the interest of groups and others, who may not be guided by virtue. I was made aware of these variables of life long before I would have experiences to either confirm or deny this of the world's players.

Out of a sense of self-defense, I set out to study the behavior and mind of primates, with humans in mind. This, because I had to survive among that of a mass population of humans. I was fortunate to not attend the schools, and when I was young, I was mainly among adults who simply thought me a "genius", one possessed by "jinn". 

As I grew older, I became a Man of war, because I had never known life not to be a continuum of the state of war. My talents had use and expression, and I controlled how this ''freak'' would be used for his gifts—I was unlawful, but ever so legal. 

I became heavy in the classical philosophical systems well before I was ten, and studied all the notions put forth by those geniuses called auto-didactic polymaths, that is, one having directed their own learning, such as myself. If humans declared by name one who was their best, I studied them. I investigated Yeshua Ben Yosef (Jesus), King Solomon, Muhammad, Buddha, Zoroaster, Mithra, Pythagoras, Aristotle, Ibn Tufayl, Al-Fârâbî, and so many Men held in high esteem, that I had kept discourse with the greatest minds ever to live among humans, but who most certainly were not human. 

The Arab minds of greatness are not called enlightened by the living. They are not seen to have been awakened, because they lived in a time of science. They had the language and the conditions to be precise, accurate, and profound. But in their clarity, they missed the markings of the Sage and the Buddha. They were simply that of autodidactic polymaths. 

Buddha and Bodhidharma too were simply this, autodidactic polymaths. However, this is not truly a simple matter. This is a matter of innate mental schematics, or that is, cognitive species discernment. 

Most of these Men were born with a mind similar, if not like mine. The number one thing I can conclude that motivated and drove them to study, to learn, to cultivate, to develop, and to advance into their mental states of understanding was that of investigating their own nature. The more they investigated their own nature, however, the more they came to see the simple and base nature of those masses who surrounded them, and turned to their better on display judgment, though such judgment could not be truly understood by the different kind to them.

The polymath's brain begins with the "Law", which for some odd reason is embedded in them, as if in all things are all things, as a potentiality. Its supreme characteristic has only one term in all languages that can be the most accurate, and that is Ratiocination, Ratiocinative, and Ratience. Where it is that humans can be, and are often called sapiens, for wise, these kinds of being are not sapiens; they are Ratient. Ratio is the root of this term, and it means to "take account". Bodhi is to awaken. Do you see? 

From this wholeness of the mind, with its innate calculations, identity, and sense of access, becomes born this necessity for decision making, that of discernment. 

It is a deductive direction from that of the "Law", not an inductive process of discovery, and then implementation. 

But when this matter becomes the subject of communication and transmission to others of near nature, or far, the process can not make sense, explained from the whole to the parts. The process must be inductive and develop in steps and actions, motivated by the inner nature of the seeker, not sustained by the motivation of the keeper. 

It is not known if all humans are essenced to be so much alike. Conditioning is heavy, and there are those with the Manu seed, without a doubt, that have been imprisoned by their human captors. All things of nature, in regard to humans, or Homo, is by degree of potency, or that of power. It is not human, Manu, and Sage, by actuality, but is by degree of proximity and approximation. But such data is not a matter of thinking in the 3rd of concepts, as humans are limited, but in the 33rd of concepts, as all Sages and polymaths are inclined to. 

Such question is not asked and often considered, of why those who would be considered "enlightened", a horrible term, or "awakened", or now let me add, keeping high account, or Ratient, would not have come to produce writings of their own. The answer is they did. 

And when they did, these writings were far superior to the words of the Buddha, as the followers of "not his natured kin" recorded and propagated throughout time; far more superior to those words that were transmitted by Christos upon the Christians. 

Sir Francis Bacon alone, as a Sage scientist, produced a thousandfold of brilliances and accountings than any of these mystical masters of old, yet when he did, he used the language of his own mind, as he was acquiring it. 

Bacon believed that the masses of humans he saw, with base nature, could be saved if only they were exposed to acts of life, put on display before them, in need of comprehending, and so him, with the Knights of the Helmet, brought forth Shakespeare. He knew that which he produced straight out of his mind could not be enjoyed or reached by those of the human stock, but he did not know why. It had to be wrapped in the familiar elements of human sense, and then surely they would solve the puzzle—for which they most certainly have not. 

For the puzzle was not for them, as humans, it was for Manu, for Ratients.

Nature to nature, computes, nature to "unatured", does not! 

INTRODUCTION

This introduction should be short, and as to the point as I can make it. For those who know me, this is no easy task, as I am a "flow" speaker and writer, because I am a "flow" thinker. 

The objective of this treatise is to act as an introduction and a resource to Niō Zen, and to lay down the foundation on which further works will be produced. The way I aim to do this is by trying to keep the process as uniformed and universal as possible. 

First to be stated, is that Niō Zen is not Niō Zen Buddhism. 

Here is why. 

Buddhism is a world religion with near to 520 million professed and recorded followers, and many more admirers. 

It has a character to it. A part of that character is this Buddha that has been shaped to be "all mother", with compassion, kindness, and passivity as its primary nature. 

"All mother Buddha" is the result of the masses of followers of Buddhism being an emotional and immature lot that needs a savior. 

I have no desire to redefine or correct them in their projection of their own inadequacies and mediocrity upon one claimed to be "awakened" to his own nature, and the nature of reality. 

Therefore, Buddhism is this system that is not the product of a Buddha, but is the product of the mediocre masses who have come to take it hostage. 

As such, Niō Zen will not be rolled into this state of depravity. It is a standalone system of thought that is exact, specific, defined, and analytical, no matter the difference this is to that of Buddhism, because Buddhism does not define Niō Zen. And even then, Niō Zen is designed to liberate Bodhi from Buddhism, as such a monopoly on an idea must come to an end, and another shot at its embodiment, or a system aiming towards such be made.

Therefore, a reader looking to find self-affirming Buddhism and mommy Buddha will not find it here in Niō Zen. 

Niō Zen is a Warrior's Buddhistic path, in the sense that Bodhi is defined as being awakened to one's own nature, and then discovering the nature of reality, and coming into great Accord with it. The Tao, then, in this sense, is the great Accord, and the discovery of it is the discovery of its primary characteristic, which is Ratiocination, or in Buddhistic aesthetics, that of Dharma. 

This means, Buddhistic thought is going to receive an update in Niō Zen.

Why would it not? So much has been discovered in the last 2,500 years, so to remain under the conditions of the historical Buddha, limited to what he was limited to, can not make any sense, especially if the whole thing of Bodhi is to be seen as a universal truth, and not a mere belief, fairy tale, or wishful thinking. If the Buddha was speaking on and instigating a path to "awakening" that is grounded in reality, then there is no way he would reject an update based upon a condition in time that is far more suited to address these matters.

Buddhism is often seen as a system of ethics, whereas admirers and followers often treat it like a system of emotions and emotional burden transference. 

Both have received greater thought since the Buddha's time, and frankly, better thinkers have tackled these issues better than Buddhism has, while Buddhism became stagnant, stuck in cosmology and savior-esque proclamations. Buddhism should have changed with the conditions that became further "aware". Emotions are now understood today far more than they ever have been, as well as that of life and the attributes and characteristics of it, with far greater classification and taxonomy.

If anything, with 520 million Buddhists, it has not produced a single Buddha. I am not talking about a human raised from boyhood and called a Dalai Llama. I'm talking real deal and dynamic Buddha, who would most certainly reject just about all Buddhism says about Bodhi, just as Christos returned would reject Christians as being representations of "the Way". 

Niō Zen, as a standalone, is going to develop in a sense liken to a dialectical format, and that of securing the route and/or argument. 


This has been said at times to be the nature of the Quran to be called "Thee Proposition", or "Thee Argument", or "Thee Case". So then is the self-declared nature of Niō Zen works, because the objective is to develop a system that knows itself, and is not confused and all over the place with contradiction. 

Buddhism, for example, has the Buddha being declared to have three virtues : that of the "All Power", that of "Wisdom", and then the horribly translated karuna, or that of "Compassion". Yet Buddhists think first and many times only "compassion mommy Buddha".

Begging the question : is Vajrapani not the manifestation of the Buddha's power? Is it not said, all of his power, including awakened wrath and the destruction of illusions and demons, even by the use of physical force, justified by the Dharma and its protection? 

Nope, no Vajrapani. Just mommy Buddha, for the emotionally suffering and whimpering tits that need a shoulder to cry on, with the ever so decree, "offer me not solutions, for I seek only to be  heard, felt, and aligned with". Buddhism does not know itself is my point. So Vajrapani, who is the Buddha, sits around with his sword and lasso, wondering how in the world did he get left out, when he was the "All Power" of the Buddha manifested. 

When Buddhism does not know itself, here is the biggest problem. 

Buddhism is not the product of a Buddha. It is the product of whimpering imbeciles looking for a refuge from themselves, and the Buddha has been taken hostage by their subversive natures. 


I can not set the Buddha free and call him Buddha. But I can set free Bodhi and call its personification, Vajrapani, the Sovereign, and his two princes, the Niō. 

Niō Zen, as a standalone system, is not mommy Buddhism. It is Buddhistic in aesthetics and symbols alone. Bodhi is a universal concept, and the prime interest of Niō Zen. Vajrapani is the awakened wrath symbol of Buddhism that represents the All Power of the Buddha. It is symbolism that is Warrior-Philosopher grounded. 

Throughout the history of Buddhism, there were Warrior Buddhists. One of the well-known ones was Bodhidharma, who traveled out of Iran and made his way to China. 

Bodhidharma was called ''The White'' and ''The Blue-Eyed Barbarian'' by the Chinese, as he was a Caucasian Iranian, belonging to a minority people in Iran. He is called Indian and this is an error of history well-known, now. 

He was a wandering monk, and he followed the individual path of looking into his own nature, and seeking solitude while he did this. When he encountered the lazy monks of Shaolin, he taught them martial exercises and the value of vitality, or the martial chi, or Ki, as is present as well in Taoism, which would become mixed into the Chan Buddhism of Bodhidharma. Chan would eventually become called Zen in Japan.

Some would say, his connection to Shaolin is a myth and later fabrication, but what it shows, is at least culturally, there was a desire to wish to see him connected. 

Bodhidharma did not teach the public. And what few practitioners he trusted, he gave an esoteric Buddhism to, similar to that of the Vajrayana path of Buddhism, but differing in many ways. A secret society was born from this small group, and their ways are not for me to reveal.

However, I tell this tale so as to point out that Niō Zen, though innovative and quite unique—so much, it will be called heretic—is not, in a sense, new. 

Japanese warriors would adopt Buddhistic thought that served their martial lives. An individual in Japan, named Suzuki Shigemitsu, would be born to an esoteric Buddhist family in Kii province, themselves experts in the "gun", but rebellious against the common order, and therefore, crushed by the tyrants of nobility. After his family was crushed, Shigemitsu was given up to the Imagawa and set to serve in a horse troop of Tokugawa Ieyasu. Tokugawa Ieyasu would eventually become the shogun of Japan, and Shigemitsu was no longer to be a Suzuki

Instead, he was now Kudayu Shigemitsu, on the account that Kudayu was a title for a "listener of rumors", or that is, a spy—but not a combat spy. Too did Shigemitsu serve as a "sniper", in the sense that he was a kusa, as he was also named Kusamon, or grass shooter of the gate.

Because of these roles, his samurai history is not well-recorded. These were roles that were unconventional, and though he was Tokugawa's hatamoto knowingly, that is, a part of his elite and primary guards, he is not as well-known to have served in these roles, to which he did. His expertise and upbringing in the "gun", or the arquebus, and that of his family's ties to Iga made him a welltrained and expert kusa, or sniper. His primary role was disruption on the battlefield, as was common for men of Iga, Kii, and Kouga. 

While he was Kudayu, he began to travel around as a samurai interested in Buddhism and the debate therein. He began to develop his own ''unique to Japan attitude'' of the Niō mind and the vital death energy of Buddhistic thought. His common advice was to find Buddha nature, study the statues, as they are the personification of Buddha nature, and the Niō are the most important to start with. 

He later became known as Shosan, and as I have said before, he was no longer a Suzuki. So when historians write about him, they call him Shosan Suzuki, which is foolish. He was no longer Suzuki, he was simply Shosan, him natured to wander with a pack, liken to that of a Yamabushi to which he was as well. 

Late in his years, he would do the very dangerous act of becoming a monk and choosing in his own Sovereignty to no longer be Bushi, or that is, samurai. This would normally be punished by the order to commit suicide. Samurai culture was a death cult culture, and suicide was the common way of bringing one's family name back to grace. Shosan knew this risk, and gladly said this is to be his path, and if ordered to slice open his belly, because he must go this way, then he will gladly do so. Instead of receiving the order to kill himself, the shogun had his messengers change the narrative : "Do not say Shosan has shaved his head and became a monk. Just say he has retired." And so then Shosan, who was known to be a maverick, was left to dedicate his life to being a wandering monk who would seek to see the Dharma become the nature of the state, but he did not succeed. 

He was a great blend of the Warrior mind and vitality with the Japanese framework of Buddhistic thought. He was a Niō Sovereign. However, he did not make a system that was able to be analyzed, followed, practiced, and considered. 

Niō Zen, as two terms combined, are accredited to his attitude, and rightfully so. But it was no more than an attitude and not an actual system. 

He was wishing to reform Buddhism, and was seeking to do so all the way to his death bed. Around him, his take on Zen was referred to as Niō Zen. But he did not develop a system. Till now, there was no system to be learnt or to become developed in called Niō Zen Buddhism. To say Niō Zen was to learn of Shosan. 

As a young boy, Shosan's voice was like that of being my cranky, yet funny grandfather of Zen, who would remind me, stay vigilant, stay focused, and let no ghost steal away your vitality, as if I needed the reminder.

Shosan is this to me. I love him as if he was kin, as if him and I are of the same journey, under different forms and conditions. And so I honor him in my naming of this system I seek to innovate. Niō Zen, after the publication of this treatise, will now be a system made public.

I have chosen the aesthetics of Shosan's condition, versus the ones of mine. My condition is super Ratiocinative. I do not have cultural markers, traditions, and conditional symbols carried over from my time, other than the use of modern weapons of war, of battle, of the warrior. So I needed an aesthetics that had a connection already to Buddhism.

As this treatise is about a Warrior's Buddhism, I chose Shosan because there is no better example of a Man, and a time and place of the past connected to Buddhism. Vajrapani is the primary name of the system, as a symbolic representation of one element of Buddha nature, but Shosan is the Man of flesh that the aesthetics comes from.

Shosan is to me as I am to myself, only if having been faced with trapping conditions liken to a time and place like Sengoku Jidai, Japan. His conditions were oppressive, as the martial state of Japan was, and he was not free to be him, but did quite well, as a maverick, given his circumstances.

I too entered into martial servitude to the state, at the age of seventeen, 1997, as an infantryman, but was quickly plucked from the ordinary ranks and found suited for more unorthodox placement. I would go on to be a Bushi, in this sense, for the nation/state, serving their interest in peculiar ways, till 2005, and then be moved strategically into the private sector, being freed up to engage my role in a more chosen light. 

In 2008, I would collapse into my nature and become unwilling to engage in the interest of others any longer, especially in that their interests were not "awakened" interests, and I set out to become a wandering monk, living out of a pack, and looking deep into my nature. This would go on for four years, in the forest, across the continent, and ending up in that of Santa Cruz, California, where I taught Kenshō, martial arts, and outdoor primal skills, combined with escape and evasion.

When I had come to conclude on my nature, I accidentally came back into society as a behavioral consultant, and was set upon a course of investigating and experimenting with human behavior, and my secret intentions of connecting such things to the Bodhi notion, though I was no longer Buddhistic in my terminology. 

I would spend the next six years trying to deliver the benefits of my maverick brand of behavioral philosophy and its insight to others, only to find that the chronological aspect, in regard to developmental ideas and insight were far too complex and elaborate, and that more so, most lacked any self-power, any sense of worth, and therefore, low in vitality, valour, veracity, and virtue. In essence, I needed a primal solution and one day, I simply started falling back to Buddhistic metaphor, and began to find that I had come to an odd use of it, and it was working. 

I came full circle to a childhood interest of mine, and a system that has, in essence, been buried, because the masses could never match it to their nature. 

I could have called it anything, in regard to being Buddhistic. I could have called it Bukido Buddhism, or any other notion of connection. But my connection became stronger with Shosan, and his Ki came through and loud, and I heard it, and chose to build off of it. And therefore, I became affixed on that of Niō Zen and its road to become a system of thought and consideration. 

This here treatise, then, is only an introduction to this path, and later to come will be works that should make it usable in form and practice, but I can not know the outcome, as all systems of thought are reliant upon a compatibility in like nature of its adopters. Unlike Buddhism, I will make this very clear, so that those not of the Niō Zen nature can not hijack it and alter it to meet their nature's needs. They have Buddhism for that, they will not have Niō Zen for that. 

When the seeker arrives here, if they believe they already understand, then their arrogance will often have them going nowhere. The place to go is to the Niō who stand guard at the gate : stand before them and study their identity. If one can match their identity, they can make their way to the stairs, and pass through the "temple gates", and on to the "chambers". 

Rarely have I met others with the Niō set of characteristics, if ever. Though I embody them, and more. This is the cause for my contribution to this path, because I do not see it presented by and for others elsewhere, and for the few it pertains to, it is needed. 

Sticking with the metaphor, the reader should see themselves in need of a "light". This light is the means to illuminate and/or see. The light that needs to be acquired is through friction and gathering the right materials. 

The Niō stand in the darkness to the reader, to the seeker. A glimpse of the statues exists, and its general direction is known, because its general direction is this treatise.

The reader/seeker can not pass the Niō without being of their stock and their nature. This must be attained. The process of attainment here is that of studying, characterizing, categorizing, analyzing, and then adopting to habit this very nature of Niō. 

The Quest, in essence, can not begin till this has occurred. So rather than speak of the entirety of the Quest to those without Niō essence, I have chosen to focus the entirety of time and energy to investigate and experiment with seeing about getting others to prove up this much.

This treatise and the works that will follow it are the base and foundation of illumination, and ought to be developed and then utilized. If one does not command their own "light", then they will only see what others direct their own light towards, and therefore, be subjects to others. Niō Zen is about Sovereignty. Buddhism is supposed to be about Sovereignty, though effeminate and soft subjects swell its ranks and call its physical abodes their homes. 

None of this nature, the effeminate and the soft, shall pass the Niō. It is not wrong to be effeminate and soft. This is a matter of nature and predisposition. But nature has also made so that what is found beyond the Niō can not pertain to the effeminate and the soft. They have what they need in this world and it is base. Beyond the Niō is something else to be discovered by those with the vitality and valor to explore.

Buddha has passed into the Quest beyond the Niō and discovered the Dharma, then sought to tell others of it, though they have never traveled its ways. Those others then adopted it, malcontent of their previous fathers and mothers, simply trading them out for the Buddha, as many of you do today. 

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​Who is Niō Zen for? 

I come warning against any would-be decorations, symbols, and ambiguities that get hijacked by wrong natured followers. The reader is not to be a follower. The reader, if they wish to get anywhere, must be a seeker, and the first understanding to seek is : do I have this "to be Manu" nature this writer (perhaps crazy Man) speaks of, or is my nature akin to what he calls human? As a seeker, then the answer to this will tell thee if you are right for this direction or not. To continue this way and of the wrong nature means you are to blame for what errors arise. Yet in denial and perhaps under delusion, or deception, instead, you will blame me, or that which I produce, though you have been warned and informed. But if you are a seeker with "to be Manu" as a target, and knowing it is what you are supposed to be, then the call of this treatise should be loud to you and unmistakable. If you are in doubt, there is no doubt. The answer is clear; it is not akin to your nature, and do not force or want it to be. Our wants must be based on what we are, not what we wish to be. 

In Japanese, they have this term called Kenshō, and it is the concept of looking into one's own nature. The nature of Kenshō speaks of what characteristics and attributes are innate to you. There are those universal to all humans and Manu, and those specific and individual to your biological and mental character. This is an active process to be undertaken, not a passive so called meditative one. Yet in Buddhism of the masses, this is leading to appear to be something gained from meditation, or by spiritual means that pops to you. No, that is silly caca, or dung, if you will. There is no meditation, in Buddhism, as this term has come to be used and seen as it is now. This is an additive that is nihilistic and brought in by confused followers. Meditation has been the worst thing to ever happen to Buddhism. This is what I will be explaining in Chapter 6 of Section II, on Zen.

I have chosen to use Buddhism as my vessel to help those would-be Manu come up out of being human and thus, end their suffering, or at least reduce it. But unlike the Buddha with Hinduism, I will use Buddhism as a means to illuminate how an ism can misdirect, misguide, and be hijacked.

Buddha's Buddhism was mixed with what was Hinduism.


Buddhism became of course far more useful, and it instigated a journey into the mystery of what it was to be Man, fighting for the control over your mind. That fight was with the preta mind, or the primal mind, being animal, strong, and brutish, and then that of the awakened mind, the higher mind, being aware, alert, vigilant, and a commanding entity. But the fight was that the preta or animal mind pulled the commanding mind down more often than not, and that suffering, displeasure, and so on was the result of this. So one needed to cultivate this commanding, awakened mind, and get it to be habitually in charge and active, more so than the beast, or preta mind. Therefore, Bodhi, or awakened, in essence comes to mean habitually awoke, vigilant, and in command. This is a simple summary of what would be psychological truths that transcend India, China, Japan, Europe, and America. This is a universal truth for the condition of humans. However, humans are not supposed to get the commanding mind to win. This is the nature of Manu. So humans trying to do this will always fail, but pretend at success, while thwarting this thing they believe is a lie. Humans who are Buddhists do not believe it is authentic. They believe it gives them a tribe, and gives them a wand of deception to hide their inadequacies behind.

Stripping back the religion of Buddhism to reveal this summary above is easy. Any who has studied it even a little should see this is accurate. Where the confusion and distortion begins is when it becomes culturally and symbolically wrapped. Then the seeker must draw from it truths they can not see, far too smothered in inadequate language and influence from the interpretation of its followers. 

So far in history, under available systems, it has shown that males of human sort are more likely than females of the human sort to pursue higher learning of the self-development sense, and Rational sense. Now, in both cases, it is rare for humans to pursue this in general. So we are beginning with a rare thing. In my own personal experience of guiding others, my results have been the opposite. Females have shown a greater ability and desire to develop in the areas I guide in over males, who seem to have been natured and rendered rather timid, meek, docile, and pathetic. So I have come to conclude, based on this, that the Ki to solving any human crisis is for females to first evolve to Warrior-Philosophers, because nature shows, males serve the interest of females and their offspring. So this comes obvious to me now. 

So in my own experiments, I have already seen that I can not use this notion that males are more suited to be Manu, when I have personally guided more females to be Manu than males. But this does not mean I ignore the nature of this. It means, more so, that I am the determining factor and the difference in the equation, not them being female or male. I prefer the company of females more than human males. Human males do not understand hierarchies as well, and tend to over-compete and undermine, so I cut them free. Females who are healthy would find an apparent alpha male of body and mind rare, and therefore, value it more, and are meant to, by nature, be led by one. But where there are not any, then the females do the leading. So it happens to be a relief to an adventurous female when a male like myself knows what the hell he is doing.

Anyone who is overly urged base, be them healthy in form or defected, is not suitable for this journey I speak so heavily of. So if in this society they are considered a heterosexual, or a homosexual, and are in essence both very sexual, then they both are not right for this journey. This does not mean no sexual appetite or expression. In no way am I recommending celibacy. I have done celibacy often, and I have also, out of interest of learning, delved deep into sexual expression. Like always, systematic and healthy ways are the key, not "to do" or "not to do". 

I would say for those not having children or a spouse, to be sure to keep it that way, if they wish to be free for this journey. To those where it is too late in that regard, figure out how to mitigate that of serving female and offspring interest, and that of trying to be a Manu. A Manu does not serve female and offspring interest, though if they have a female and offspring (or a male and offspring, if they themselves be a female Manu), then they should manage their house and direct all affairs in accordance with the standards of a Manu, not a human.

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​How this introductory manual will proceed 

This introductory manual on Niō Zen will be built like a legal argument. In order to understand an argument, one must understand the terms of the argument. These terms must be defined and given commentary. I have been trying to figure out how to do just that, while also offering the reader Sage-ism. 

Meaning, how do I start inductively an argument, without being so simple as to not deliver any substance? Substance must be transmitted in the process. 

In order for me to do this, I will not define the terms in alphabetical order; instead, I am setting out to create a chronological order of data stream, that is, bits of data, as simple concepts, that later become the composition of complex concepts, versus the reductive direction of complex concepts to simple, as I have done more often than not. To then achieve in this, I have to strategize and come to see the system as complete in my head. Most work I do is in head space, and not on paper, so this is not a problem. But bridging it is the issue, in that of writing. So then all of what this can be is a mere attempt, and perhaps a better way will be developed over time. 

Now, the way is not subject to the reader's sense. Any reader has likely been educated, and their way is the conditioned way, and this will surely not match that way, and never come to do so, due to the evaluation of this writer that the schooled approach to conceptualization, knowledge, wisdom, and ethics is, well, demonic, symbolically

No matter what, this will be foreign to the reader because I am not educated and conditioned in my writing style and portrayal of the substance. So treat me as a foreigner, when you read me, and you will be more understanding than if you start with expecting me to proceed in a way you are used to and familiar with, as I most certainly will not.

As liken to a legal argument, think of that of securing a route : I will provide all the units of understanding needed to grasp the overall scheme, and in this process, be able to fall back on previous propositions. If then one was to argue or tackle the propositions, they can not falsely put forth a premise that was not included, thus creating a straw man. Instead, one would simply go back and need to resolve the foundation to which the proposition is standing upon. This is what is meant by a legal argument, and a Boolean sense of logic : if this, then that. Resolve the if this, if you are attacking the then that.

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​Buddhistic in metaphor, allegory, symbols, and aesthetics only 

Do not track this as you will Buddhism. The Buddhistic and Eastern aspects are aesthetical, metaphorical, and allegorical only. They are the style in which Niō Zen will be transmitted, but the substance could not be any more different. Therefore, do not get caught up in the symbols and the metaphors. They are bridges, and the Ratiocinative, or precise and exact, must always be chosen in priority over the ambiguous. 

Human thought is not Ratiocinative. It is based on context, metaphor, allegory, example, and the filter of Sense of Self and Sense of Life. Therefore, I must begin in this arena, because be one human or Manu, both are and have been living under human conditions; therefore, even though a Manu would be attracted to Ratiocination, they are not innately Ratiocinative.

So a bridge is needed. The difference is a human will not cross the bridge, but will be stuck on the other side, stuck in the metaphors and symbols, and the Manu will show through in having crossed the bridge into exact understanding, which leads to owning the thought. With a metaphor and a symbol, the thought is not being owned, but referenced in its most primal form. 

A bridge must exist to get a reader, a thinker, a seeker to transcend. There is no Manu without first being human. And when one becomes a Manu, it is because they mastered what it was to be human, not forsake it, or see it as evil. As Manu, the human element will always be at their primal base, and useful. Bridges, or transitional points and passes seem rather naturally needed. 

A few years back, I had begun to teach a system I was calling Vertu. When I had developed it, it was the closest to the esoteric science of the Order of Thee Quest I could get. However, it did not have a bridge. So those who would come to seek it out and learn from it could only truly pretend at it, and not attain in it. This was not on them, or their mistake. This was mine. It was too far ahead. A part of investigating and experimenting is being able to come to know this, which I did. And so I had to redirect my investigations into this notion of a bridge, and I did.

Continue to Part I

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